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Summary of Question: | A Realization - Perhaps? |
Category: | Other |
Date Posted: | Tuesday, 8/09/2005 2:25 PM MDT |
Recently, I have read some insipirational readings and realized something. In all my past relationships, I had yearned for the people in my life to tell me that they love me -- yearn to hear those three words - " I Love you'. Yet i never got to hear them. And the one time that i did, they were only momentarily and after a while this person didn't feel this love that they once expressed. Today as I took a long walk, I realized that perhaps, just perhaps, that divine one, doesn't wish for me to be loved in such a way. That love which was expressed to me, and then never again, I always thought that i would be stuck in loveless relationships, were people(significant other) in my life would never tell me that they love me. But today i realized that it may not be that way. And perhaps He is trying to show me a much greater kind of love, one that lasts forever, is true, never fades, and is eternal. And no earthly love with another human being can ever compare. I feel that this is the message. I recently interacted with a person (signifcant other) who strongly believes in this love without attachment. Near the end of our relationship, it was his fear that i was attached to him that made him end things. Perhaps its to late, who knows, but i have realized that I no longer long for the love that fades,... because in the past it has faded... I would much rather be loved eternally...I feel like He is saying " those others didn't love you because you deserve a love much greater... much divine. that is the colour of love sent to us by the divine being... I think thats what He is trying to teach me... this is what I have I realized... does it make sense? If this is what my lesson is... i would like to dive into this deeper, and follow this love for the rest of existence. Please advise..
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Congradulations on your realizations. You are right on. It is a very difficult realization for us to reach...especially we women. We are not programed to believe such things. You have this elevated feeling right now. To keep it strong and even to grow it stronger in you, meditate, do path, whatever helps you to keep your connection to the Divine strong. Blessings. GTKK