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Date Posted:	Tuesday, 1/06/2004 1:24 PM MST

hi there

erm i really dont know were 2 start. i sort of need help. jus like every other person i know im very confused bout myself. im 23 n gay {female). jus recently i told my mom n the rest of the family. it took my mom a while 2 undastand she stopped talkin 2 me at one point but now we get on. but i have a problem i met sum1 i really fell 4 but things didnt work out we decided 2 end the relationship,i dont even know if it was a relationship its was very confusing.thing is i need this person so much in my life that i cant do anything 4 myself i feel like givin up on everone n everything my life has cum 2 a stop. i dont want 2 b like this. i don want 2 rely on anyone but yes i do want her back because im very much in love with her. i dont know i mean am i doing rong? will god punish me? is god punishin me? i dont even know if i want 2 b gay but im only attracted 2 woman i really dont know.i dont want 2 b on my own 4 the rest of my life. dont think anyone does. can u give me a path?
thanku dark cloud

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No relationship will be healthy and satisfying until you know yourself from the inside. Develop your relationship with your soul and the Guru. It sounds like your relationship with this other person was very unhealthy and co-dependent. Become self-sufficient, strong and happy from the inside. Then, you will be ready to enter a relationship, whether gay or not. GTKK