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Summary of Question:	I Need Help
Category:	Meditation
Date Posted:	Wednesday, 3/10/2004 2:12 PM MST

Waheguru ji ka Khalsa Waheguru ji ki Fateh,

hello my name is Sukhmani i am an 11 1/2 year old happy girl who loves to
paath and sing shabads sometimes when i do these things i feel good and proud
but i have a problem when i'm doing sometng i seem to find mysef reciting the 1st pauri of japji sahib or singing shabads and cant stop.i would see the 10 Gurus and some of my Sikh friends doing the same thing.
what is that suppose to mean? why am i having these illusions? is it trying to tell me something? i want to talk to a 16 year old punjabi teacher about this but since i see her on the weekends i can talk to her anytime right but no i can't because i every time i catch her she is either teaching ,talking to her friends , or playing her flute . ever since i met her i always used to talk her about my problems because i felt she could be trusted and she was like an older sister and i loved her so much and i still do but now i feel now i feel as if i she thinks that i don't exist or she doesn't care about me any more.
but why. i hope you can help me .
Waheguru ji ka Khalsa Waheguru ji ki Fateh.

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Sukhmani,

You have nothing to worry about, dear one. It just means that you are very closely connected to God and Guru. Don't stop chanting. Keep developing that relationship, no matter what any one says. Most people don't understand. All children are born with a very close link to the Infinite, then they loose it as they get older and adults bring them down. Don't let this happen to you. Keep developing your relationship with the Gurus and they will guide you through out your life. You are blessed. Just remember that. Let the Gurus be your constant companions. Your 16 year old friend is just going through her teen age stuff, when peers and boys become very important. It's not that she doesn't care for you...but those harmones are very strong and pull her right now. Relax and love God. If you need to talk, email me at [email protected]. Blessings. GTKK
Sukhmani