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Summary of Question:	Response - Need Approval From Others
Category:	General Sikhism
Date Posted:	Thursday, 1/30/2003 9:58 AM MST

I had something to add to the response from the webmaster. I also use to be very high maintenance as far as making sure everything is in the right place. I use to be paranoid that people talk about me after i leave the room, about how im dressed etc. Always worried how others saw me. The paranoidness prevented me from having solid relationship with Baba ji. Becuase i had forgotten that he is who is watching, even when the doors are closed and the lights are out. NOW. i have realized that I have to impress NO ONE **** NO ONE **** My beloved satguru knows what & who i am inside, I have to live my life in his seva, making sure he is pleased and live according to the three main teachings of Guru Nanak Dev ji. I am 22,and a senior in college. I have had many ups and downs, what helped me was to realize this world is a manifestation of the mind. The ups and downs are all the Karmic cycle, dont worry about accumulating karma, just thing Satguru, Baba ji, is the ultimate judge (if you wanna call him that). If you give urself to Baba ji, its his responsibility to take care of you. I love Baba ji, and live everyday in his seva, because who knows if i have tomorrow or the next minute. Forget about the world, the world is there to pull you away from bani and sachkhand. Relationships, Your "friends" are games Kaal plays with you. You have to remember that you are in a play, the stage is earth, you have to play your role, respect and love your family and friends once the play is over you have to go home.The ultimate attachment and loyalty is towards Baba ji, the Maker of YOU! Key is to die while living, kill your mind. Work for the journey back home to Baba ji.
I hope what i said made sense, please forget about others. Before you take the next step think "waheguru sab tera hai". Just devote your life to him, devote each breath to him. ONLY he is WORTHY! If i have said anything wrong or offensive, please forgive me.
***** RAJNA ******